Imagine..

Wonders shall never cease. Something very annoying and funny happened not too long ago, a friend to my very good friend's neighbour's...(might take forever to explain, its a very long link), anyway a woman just got a maid from one of them villages, wisely she takes all her maids for medical screening which includes HIV.
The young girl which should be in her late teens was tested positive! The poor thing was devastated, all she did all day was cry, cry, cry, and also think of easy ways to commit suicide(the suicide part we later found out anyway).She kept on wondering how and who she got it from, I can only imagine her psychological state at that time, poor thing.
Though her boss was very understanding all trough, nobody really wants an HIV positive teenager as a maid, esp. when you have kids. The young girl had just few days left to spend in the house before leaving for her village, where she can at least "carry her cross" around her family. On this faithful day, her boss was just "jisting" her neighbour about the whole ordeal and how she would have to start a new search for a maid allover again,then out of curiosity her neighbour asked where the test was taken, to her surprise the neighbour had also taken her mother to that same lab for series of test when she kept on falling ill, the same stupid lab had diagnosed her mother HIV positive, but when she took her to FOUR different labs she was diagnosed NEGATIVE!
Behold our young little maid has been taken to FIVE different labs and they all diagnosed her NEGATIVE!
This was when she came out with the suicide stories. Imagine if she had gone through with it she would have just died for nothing!, imagine the number of lives that STUPID LAB would have ruined or even taken, imagine if the woman had even kept her story to her self...can u just imagine?
So many things could have gone wrong, its possible results were mistakenly swapped and there is one very happy HIV positive person who thinks he/she is negative! who might just be spreading this disease even as we speak or rather as we read, or maybe the lab does not even have sufficient/necessary tools or skills. God help us all ooooo.

p.s
Some lagos landlords can be sooooo crazy, sometimes I am sure they feel like demi-gods. something terrible happened to a good friend of mine last week, its so annoying I am not sure I even want to blog about it.

R.I.P..... M.J

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It was just his "HUMAN NATURE" to do the "MOON WALK" even if there was "BLOOD ON THE DANCE FLOOR", he would "BEAT IT",...he never cared if you were "BLACK OR WHITE" , he was just "UNBREAKABLE". His death has made many "SPEECHLESS"...M.J you know you will always "ROCK MY WORLD", we know you tried to "HEAL THE WORLD" even with your "EARTH SONG"' you made us see that "WE ARE THE WORLD" ......its so so "BAD" and "DANGEROUS" to see you "GONE TOO SOON" from all "THE LOST CHILDREN" and I we want you to know that " YOU ARE NOT ALONE".....RIP Micheal.

Shit happens....right?

What a day I just cannot wait for it to come to an end. Its been so slow, dry, boring, depressing just name it! arrrrgghhh I hate it when i feel this way, it just makes me start thinking bout stuff i'm not meant to....
I really am getting bored & tired of being on this same page of my life....yeah yeah I know, no one is gonna make it better except me, its just that its not as easy as i felt or hoped it would be....There is so much to do!, so much left undone, and so little time to get them all done.

I really want and need that change you know, its just that, going about it can be so so exhausting sometimes, and believe me it not like i am a lazy person its just that each time you take a step forward and you feel like you have been pushed five steps back at some point you just get tired of taking those steps you know? I know im not a quitter and i am not even meant to think about quitting.....but I can rest a while can't I? lol....lol......kinda feeling better already( oh i love my blog, best medication so far)lol

Anyway guess i just have to keep being strong, and moving on, cos that my friend is all i can think of doing right now...lol

I love you soooo much mum even tho sometimes i mess up and you wonder if i do at all...I really do!
....and as for u!, yes u!(you know urself) it been so hard getting over you harder than I ever imagined...but i am pulling thru, I know i still love you so much, finding someone who knows and understands me like you did has been harder than i expected....its been what? two years now and the feelings are still this strong ( shit happens).......might still love but can never come back to you.....c yaa!

.....LIFE

Life they say isnt a bed of roses, day by day I couldnt agree more. There is so much more to life than we know. Mostimes I can't but wonder how it all flows, sometimes it comes most times it goes but half the time you really dnt know.( ...no its not a poem!)

I really wish I can just place my finger on it most times, but the truth is you really just cant.
I wonder why we cnt just remain happy, avoid sickness, remain in love, experience joy, avoid hatered and just experience peace............................
This minute you are so so happy, ecstatic and just overjoyed the next its just pain...so much pain and all you want to do is just make it stop! anway I feel that's just life and we all just have to find a way to work around it and make the best of it. It sure would be easier if we could control it, but then again it could end up being DISASTROUS!

I love my God so dearly, I love my family and above all I LOVE MY LIFE!..( o.k maybe I wouldnt mind changing a thing or two about it....lol).